Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Its not fair

[Gina McClaren]

Gina McClaren - Bronzeville (Southside)
[Administrator]
Gina McClaren, welcome to Bronzeville (Southside) (Now)

[Administrator]
Boy, welcome to Bronzeville (Southside) (Now)

[Gina McClaren]
*Its a squat yellow house in an area of Bronzeville that, while still dangerous and scummy, sports the occasional mowed lawn or white picket fence. People here still struggling to have a neighbourhood to be proud of, safe or not. Gina's little house has peeling yellow paint that might once have been cheery, a solid white door, and a tall greying clapboard fence that obscures the backyard from nosy neighbours. Gina jingles to the door to greet Boy, smiling softly as she steps out of the way, letting him come in and wander as he'd like. Curvy in a white cotton sundress, hair flopping about her hips in a long braid as she retreats to the kitchen.*

Thank ye fer comin round darlin.. Ah've ginger loaf what needs come out the oven, jes make yerself at home an aul'll be out en a jiff.. aye?

*The inside is cozy, or in less glowing terms, cramped. The interior decorating looks to have taken place in the seventies or eighties, given the palette of oranges and browns everywhere. Even the yellowing kitchen wall paper has orange floral accents. Olive fridge and stove monstrosities, chipped white cabinets. The house may be small, ugly and cramped, but it smells like heaven. Spices and Food. Open windows let a cool breeze whistle through. *

[Boy]
Boy had hardly given her a hello upon arrival. He'd meant to, really. He'd meant to greet her properly, thank her for the invitation, and give her the simple braid of multicolored string he'd made. The uktena seemed to like giving gifts.

But seeing Gina's home was like walking into an amusement park. At least for Boy it was. There wasn't much to it, but what there was, he seemed genuinely interested in. Sitting on Gina's couch, he fought back a smile at the smell of baking, even though he wasn't sure what it was. He waited for her quietly, eyes casting everywhere.

[Gina McClaren]
*There are the scents of course. Old furniture. The couch that had seen many owners, many spills, and dirt. All the furniture that had come with the house. A lilac tree somewhere nearby, maybe in the backyard, fragrant through the side window. The scent of another wolf on the couch and around the house, but then what could he expect given Gina's reputation? Vaguelly familiar. A comforter tossed over the back of the couch seems out of place, definitely Gina's style, patched fabrics sewn together from everywhere. The only thing of her in the room, but for a pair of slippers, a crossword puzzle and an empty teacup. ... and a dented rubber chew-ball? There's rattling in the kitchen, a hiss of pain and running water, before Gina emerges with a plate of rich brown loaf slices topped with fresh whipped cream. She sets the plate down with a smile, plunking with a bounce and a Jiggle to sit beside the Uktena. *

Ye like ginger darlin?

[Boy]
"Mm. You mean like gingerbread? Yeah I guess. Uh...I made something."

He leans to once side, reaching into the pocket of his jeans and pulls out the flat braid of yellow, red, and blue thread. The colors weave in and out and around each other to make an attractive, if indefinite pattern. One end sports a loop, while the other has two braids of string for tying.

"Its for you. For...I don't know what its for, actually. I was taught to give gifts when you go to someone else's house so." Boy ends the sentence with a shrug and hands the braid to Gina with both hands, as if presenting something grand.

It really isn't that grand. Neat. But not grand.

[Gina McClaren]
*Gina smiles warmly, taking the braid and examining it. Tilting her head, she tries to figure out what to do with in a moment, before she comes upon a solution, tying it around her ankle with a nod.*

Thank ye darlin. Ye didnae 'ave tae.

*She's softly sincere. This the first gift anyone in Chicago's given her, after all. And she hadn't even kissed on Boy yet. A contented sigh as she gestures the plate of ginger loaf is for him, setting her foot back down on the floor.*

Sae.. ah've heard tell yer keepin an angry Uktena under yer care, aye?

[Boy]
His eyebrows raised at the plate and he picked it up eagerly, holding it close to his chest and picking off large pieces with his fingers. Boy's expression moves from annoyed to perplexed at the mention of the 'angry uktena'.

"This about those stupid rumors? How would i even get silver chains? And how would I tie anybody up without hurting myself? Much less, Muerta Fria. Though...I guess she's under my care. When she wants to be. And as much as she's said she doesn't need or want us, she still accepts hospitality."

[Gina McClaren]
*Easy laughter, Gina shaking her head and watching Boy with eyes alight in mischief.*

Och, ah hear yer quite the hand wi' silver chains darlin.... Nae Nae. Reckon ah kain she's fine, she was here a few days ago, had some samosa's an then thought aboot chuckin em up entae me sink. Dae ye kain she's wi' child?

[Boy]
He chews more slowly now. Or perhaps it was just more thoughtfully.

"She doesn't have a mate." Comes his simple non answer. And suddenly the remaining slice of ginger loaf becomes very interesting.

[Gina McClaren]
Aye.

*She watches Boy, shaking her head.*

Ah'm nae trying tae tease ye fer a yes oor a nae darlin. Ah Kain she's wi' child. Knew weeks ago. Offered her a preggers test an' aul. She didnae thenk she could 'ave a child, on account o tha scar on her belly. Sae, figured nae harm en shaggin hard wi' tha felly she were livin wi' aye? Kin o another tribe. Now ee's aft disappeared somewheres, an she's wi' a babe she doesnae wan at aul.

[Gina McClaren]
*Gina rubs her forehead. This was a right predicament. Soledad with a baby was like.. a bear with a pet salmon.*

[Boy]
By the time Gina's finished Boy's stopped eating altogether. His eyebrows furrowed in obvious confusion.

"She...she doesn't want it?"

[Gina McClaren]
Nae darlin. She's o' the mind tha effen et survives et survives, an effen et doesnae et doesnae. Either way, she'll be gi'en her babe away. Ah asked effen she was gintae gi' et tae yer own self, as ah kain ye've a wee Uktena kin fer a mate, aye? But she reckons ye tae aren't mooch enterested en 'avin children o any sort round. Sae she'd like be gi'en up the child tae her auld sept oor some sooch.

*A deep breath, narrow shoulders heavy with the weight of the topic they speak on. She picks up her tea cup only to realize its empty, frown, and set it back down.*

Ah thenk the maternal instinct skepped tha wan, darlin.

[Boy]
"What do you mean she doesn't want it?"

Still hung up on the last question, the Rage rolls off Boy like a pot over-boiling. He set the plate back down loudly and his hands clutched at his knees, knuckles growing white.

"No. She can't...she can't just abandon it. And she can't...shit. SHIT! Its not her. Its not herself. We thought...Wyrmbreaker thought she would be a danger to herself but...its not her own life she's risking."

A hand slaps hard at his own thigh.
[Gina McClaren]

*Gina's posture changes, spine creeping stiffer, hands upturning, responding almost on instinct to the sudden flare and jolt of Boy's rage.*

Aye darlin. We'll take care of et.. aye.. figure somethen out? Nae need tae Quarrel..

*Her words are soft, warm, purposefully full of long soothing sounds. She knows full well the effect of her voice on people, bending it now to placate an angry Uktena.*
[Boy]

His eyes moved like flames, flickering over the interior of Gina's apartment. That's not what they were seeing though. They were seeing connections, angles, and possibilities.

"I told Muerte Fria that I wouldn't force her to stay with us. And I've told my kin and pack to avoid conflict with her. I've avoided conflict with her, thinking she just needed to be around us, to see how much better we are together. But...a real family doesn't let something like this just slide. I have to talk to her about it."

He was steadier with Gina's voice lulling him. Calmer, leaning forward now with his elbows on his knees. But he certainly wasn't happy about any of it.

"She'll probably try to rip my head off."
[Gina McClaren]

*Her hand stops just short of his shoulder. Dropping as suddenly as it'd approached. This one was not going to appreciate a soothing hand on his back. Gina frowns as Boy mentions violence.*

Ah tried tae suggest she mayhaps dae scoutin missions an' sooch.. She was 'avin nae o et.

.... wha will ye say?
[Boy]

"Don't know. Something? Nothing. I have no fucking idea."

Perhaps he really didn't. He just sits there, eyes dancing with thought. Seeing things that couldn't be seen. And then he says.

"Maybe I'll tell her about my mom. Maybe I'll tell her how much that child will hate her if she abandons it."

And absently he brings a hand up to wipe at the sudden foamy spit that appeared at the side of his mouth when he said the word 'hate' in the venomous way that he did.
[Gina McClaren]

Boy..

*She sighs quietly, trying to draw him from his thoughts. Far too dangerous to touch him now. Not with the venom in his tone, and the frantic twitching of his eyes.*

We kinfolk.. tha's wha we're for..aye? Help raise up the wee ones? Mayhaps, ye can find her child's Da?
Sol's a garou an' an ahroun asides... Unstable, by aul accounts. Would ye wish tha on a child anyhow?
[Boy]

Oh there was no stopping those dancing eyes. But they did slow as Boy's thoughts turned from frantic worry to true and earnest contemplation.

"But..."

The memories that swam through his head, the slow realizations that had taken years up to this point to come about, they would mean nothing here and now. It was the wrong place. It was the right context. He was so quiet, hardly breathing, eyes hardly opened, and hardly wet but wet nonetheless.

"...Its not fair."
[Gina McClaren]

Nae.

*Oh fuckit. She warns him by moving slowly, reaching quietly to draw him close, if he'll allow it.*

Ets nae darlin. Ah'm Saerry.
[Boy]

At her touch his own back stiffens. His eyes open slowly, and turn to her. Red rimmed. Hard glared.

"I'm fine" he says softly. It didn't sound hyper defensive either. It sounded like he was ready to go. His standing confirmed this.

"Still...I think I ought to say something to her. Thanks, Gina. Thanks for inviting me and talking to me and all. You've got a real nice place."
[Gina McClaren]

Aye darlin. Ah'm Saerry.

*her eyes are dark and softly brown, expression worried as Boy rises. Gina stands too, looking up at him.*

Jes.. fer as mooch as ets sad she doesnae wan' a child. Reckon et'd be worse fer the wee one tae grow up wi'oot a folk tha cares about et.. even effen tha folk esnae hes or hers Mam. Baby stell 'as a Da, aye? mayhaps ye can find hem?
[Boy]

"You said he disappeared. Does she have any idea where he went?"

He was avoiding looking at her now, standing with his arms crossed as he eased his way to the front door.

"Any idea what his name is? Or maybe I should just ask her."
[Gina McClaren]

Jackie, I thenk she said peaches. Ah could be mis'remembrin tho. Hold on a mite darlin....

*She sings, hustling to the kitchen and emerging with a plastic bag, in the process of wrapping a whole ginger loaf in it. She presses it into his hands and offers Boy a rueful smile. Sensing his need to escape.*

Thank ye fer the anklet darlin, tell yer lass, an tha Fang o yers hello.

Now, Ye've thengs tae dae, aye? Go on. Bugger aft.

*She jerks her chin at the door.*
[Boy]

"Yeah, I'll do that."

He smiles softly, nodding to her and saluting with the wrapped ginger loaf. And then he's out the door.
[Gina McClaren]

*She watches him move down the block, catching herself worrying about gangbangers. She laughs at herself, shaking her head and shutting the door.*

Monday, September 21, 2009

Typical La Familia Dinner

[Marrick]

The lingering injuries from a few nights ago were nothing to her at that moment. They were nothing but a scratch across her stomach, something that overlapped the scars on her torso. the ones that littered her left side, that made her look like she'd been cracked open by something like a crab or some other crustacean.

The Fury was silent. Her room was silent.

No, no her room felt wrong, as though there was some over-reaching feeling that something had happened. If felt like the aftermath of battle. That something had happened.

The sound of something hitting the wall, hard of wood shattering, of things breaking, of sheet rock cracking and blood curdling screaming broke the silence.
[Boy]

He was home before the sun set, but just barely. Just enough time to put away the equipment used during the day, spend a few minutes locked in the unoccupied bedroom for which only he had the key, and wash off the sweat and grime of the day.

The next move would have been to find some food. Fuel up before going out on patrol that evening. But, coming out of the shower bathroom with a towel working at his formerly greasy hair, Boy seems to make time for one more minor task. He stops at the spare bedroom, the one currently occupied by a certain ornery uktena woman, and peaks in.

He'd seen Soledad. He'd caught sight of her in the mornings, and heard her coming in late at night. But he had yet to talk to his tribemate. Then again...

Boy turned to look across the hall, at the closed door of Marrick's bedroom. For a while he was quiet, listening.

And just in time to hear the violent song of her waking up.

He turns the doorknob just before slamming his shoulder into the door itself, and the force sends it swinging open.
[Marrick]

And it was violent. It wasn't even terror, it was Fury. He'd heard her wake up before, he'd heard her lay still for a good, solid eight hours and not move. He'd known that waking her up was a pain, that it was more-than-difficult. He'd seen her lay there peacefully, but wake up with her hands shaking and her gaze distant.

Hell, boy had even seen her wake up and cry and refuse to say more than a few words for the rest of the day.

But it was only on very, very rare occasions that this happened.

The door swings open and the furniture is overturned. Mirror broken, chair broken, bed overturned. the room smells like blood. It's on her knuckles with the remnants of the mirror. It's in her hair. It's on her ribs where she'd been torn open the night after prom.

Boy remembered when she didn't have those scars.
[Boy]

"Marrick!"

He barely manages to whisper her name before his breath is being drawn inward in an involuntary gasp. Boy held his hands out ahead of him, ready to either embrace the Ahroun Fury, or deflect her blows. No, make that attempt to deflect her blows. His hands come lower and lower, less defensive with each cautious step into her room, her territory, that he took.

"Marrick. Its Boy. Its me. Are you okay?"
[Wendy Berber]

*The sound of the front door. The jingle of keys. Wendy, returning from Triarii. And the smell of Pizza wafting through the vents. Shuffling, shoes being kicked off. She hollers.* Um.. guys? Anyone Home?
[Marrick]

She growled, but the sound was somewhere between pained and that of a caged animal. Her mind wasn't processing words, it was working. Fast. On some level, she didn't even realize she was awake. He said her name, and she snapped her head to look at Boy.

But she wasn't really looking at him. She was looking through.

"You have to go," she tells him, "you go with Danny, I'll stick with Emily- we'll buy time-"
[Boy]

"Ohh...god." His voice is a whisper, and his hands lower even further, down to his sides.

"Marrick. Marrick, you have to wake up. Danny's not here. Emily's--"

He can feel his ears pull at the sound of the front door, at the call of Wendy's voice. He's stepping backward now, just as cautiously.

"Don't...move..."

And he heads downstairs with urgency in his footsteps.
[Marrick]

"We have to go-" she tells him. She insists, and she looks at him with confusion. The air felt all wrong. Too wrong.

He lowers his hands further, and she is looking at him with an incredulous look. He's seen her in battle before, he's seen her in preparation of a large fight. She doesn't even hear Wendy then.

Maybe she hasn't put a name to the voice.
[Wendy Berber]

*Three extra large pizzas, were battling Wendy Berber for control, and winning. She's propped up against a wall to keep her balance, one of the lids having popped open. The kin trying to avert disaster, unaware there's a bigger one occurring upstairs. Glasses crooked, satchel dragging heavily at her hip as she tries to do too many things at one time.*
[Boy]

Boy started by unloading the pizzas from the still-too-skinny but not quite bone thin Kinfolk. And with those in hand, he started right in on his way to dropping them off in the kitchen.

"No time to explain. You can't be here right now. You should go...somewhere. Just not here."
[Wendy Berber]

I just.. But Its dark.. and those guys are - *This was not the time for protesting, and she realizes that almost as soon as she starts, cutting her prattle about thugs off sharply. She presses her lips tight together and nods.*

Back yard?

*Asks the almost too skinny but not too skinny kin. Suddenly pale as she backs towards the kitchen door.*
[Marrick]

The only sound that gave any sort of indication that something was wrong was the sound of a distinctly inhuman growl coming from Marrick's room.
[Boy]

"Yeah. Yeah, that's good."

Pizza's safe, and Wendy arranged to be so, Boy gives his mate a quick but urgent kiss, full on the mouth (this was becoming a habit) and heads back to Marrick's bedroom, taking the steps two at a time.

Once there, he waits by the door, looking in at her.

"That was Wendy. You remember Wendy? She brought pizza. She brought pizza home. Our home. In Chicago. That's where you are. No Danny. No Emily. No Winds meeting. Maelstrom. Chicago. Home."
[Marrick]

(come on kid, wake up...)
[Wendy Berber]

*She' hasn't time to kiss back, before Boy's dashing upstairs to deal with god knows what threat. Nor was she inclined at the moment, instead moving to safety. Marrick was snarling, she must have something cornered. There's the loud sound of obedience from down stairs. The kitchen door slamming shut.*
[Marrick]

Home, our home.

It was one of the few things that stuck, and she was all but primed and ready. Her muscles tense, and her breathing low. It took a moment, and she was looking through him.

That was Wendy. This is home. Chicago.

It was a memory. She was looking at him, and for a second, she didn't seem so distant. For a second, she was staring through him, and now she was staring at him. She breathed slowly- there were small shards of mirror and sheet rock dust in her knuckles. Her ribs were aching, but she'd never even taken a hit.

No Danny.
this was home.
No Emily.
this was her room.
No Winds Meeting.
This was her territory. Her sept.
Maelstrom. Chicago. Home

She leaned against the wall hard, and she slid down. the Fury was cradling her ribs like the injury was brand new, like the memory and reminder made her hurt. She clenched her fists, she gritted her teeth-

Home

And she sobbed. The sound wasn't that of a girl, it was the sound of an animal in pain. It was a full body, unadulterated sound of agony. Of loss. Of nostalgia that she couldn't keep living in. She protected her left side, as though she expected it to be bleeding still.

Marrick hung her head, and made no attempt to hide this.
[Boy]

"Shhhhhh..."

He wasn't moving as cautiously now, but he moved in a manner that seemed soft. Not a stomping warrior or a marching leader. He sidestepped the debris of her bedroom with an urgency to be at her side, acting like the brother that he was.

"Its okay. You'll be alright."

Boy squatted next to her his hands hovering over beaten fists and and scars before finally, cautiously touching at her shoulder. A simple offer of contact to let her know that he was there.

"It'll be alright, Marrick."
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy listens, knuckles white around a small snub nosed pistol. Jumping at every noise in the backyard.*
[Marrick]

She wrapped her arms around him and kept sobbing. it was a visceral, awful sound. It was agonized and unapologetic. She didn't hide it, and she didn't make an attempt to make it sound any less than what it was. He tells her that it'll be okay, but it doesn't make her stop.
[Boy]

He realizes that there were no more words that would make her stop crying. At least, if there were, he didn't know them. And so he did whatever it was that earned him his name, since he never quite knew it in the first place. He stayed there, holding her as she held him. Being solid. Being there.

Eventually, he knew, this would stop. She'd get tired of sobbing, either physically or emotionally, and they'd go on just like they always did. Just like he did after nearly losing his mate twice in the same week. Just like they swore to after apparently losing the favor of their totem. Just like they had when they decided to get on the road and go wherever the wind took them.

And how far had they come, at this rate? Were they really still traveling? Still searching for...whatever they were searching for?

"Shit", He says, even though he's told himself there was nothing here to say. "C'mon. This isn't the most fucked up week we've had, right?"
[Wendy Berber]

*She's pacing now. Long legs carrying her back and forth across the yard, to greater and greater distance. She nearly beheads herself on the clothes line.*

GAK! AUGH!

*Coughing as she stoops over, gun dangling at her side, one hand to her throat, where an angry red scar remains. The only remnant of a fomori viper attack. Clotheslines and Fomori. Both deadly things that lurk unseen in the backyar, waiting for a change to strike Wendy Alison Berber.... At least she hadn't shot at it.*
[Marrick]

"No," she sniffed, "no that was last week."

She gave him a tired half laugh.

She eventually did stop holding onto him, and she pulled back. Eventually, she would get tired of sobbing. The good thing about Marrick was that she was a creature of great stamina. The bad thing was that it eventually carried over into everything she did.

After a long time, she did stop crying. Her eyes were red rimmed and it happened long after she stopped having any tears left. Her voice sounded tired, and she kept up for two reasons- one, because she was doing so to spite herself The second was simple: she was afraid to go back to sleep.
[Boy]

Boy unravels himself from his beta, but that initial hand on her shoulder is the last lingering bit of contact. It was no longer tender. He held on to her shoulder, to the muscle there, and held it firm like a comrade. That touch belonged on sport fields between halves, and battle fields between victories.

"And how 'bout that? We're still kicking."

He gave her a wan smile, and cast a quick glance around her room.

"C'mon. Pizza's getting cold. You get washed up and meet us downstairs. We can clean this up later."

He stands and steps gingerly over the broken, but not quite shattered, debris on Marrick's bedroom floor and does so with considerably less urgency. He stops at the door and turns back to her.

"Its been a while since we got a chance to do anything together. There's...some stuff I wanna talk to you about. So I'll see you downstairs, right?"
[Marrick]

She came downstairs in ten minutes. Her face is washed, her knuckles are a little bloodied and scraped, but for the most part she was fine. Attire was comfortable, and her eyes were set. She looked haunted, but Marrick wasn't going to lose her head anymore tonight. She just didn't have the energy.
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy tapped on the window upon seeing people in the kitchen, A wordless request to enter. A question if everything was ok?*
[Boy]

Boy beckons at the skinny kin at the window, smiling wanly and putting on a 'Everything's fine' expression. He got out plates for the three of them and set the top most pizza box from the kitchen counter onto the kitchen table.

"So...Uh...I guess by now you might have realized we've got a house guest?"
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy traipses in, eyes wide.*

um.. We're having Pizza now?

*She rubs the back of her neck, taking a seat at the table and looking to Marrick. Her voice grows softer seeing the red puffiness of her eyes. Concern.*

Marrick? Are you ok?
[Marrick]

"Yeah," she tells Wendy, and she nods to Boy as well. "I'm okay, I'll be fine."

She tries to smile. She still has a pretty smile- still sharp and too bright white, but she is pretty.
[Boy]

"She's fine." He adds immediately. That phrase sounds familiar, Wendy realizes. He'd said the same thing, in the exact same way, the first morning they had breakfast with Soledad. (Or tried to at least.) The exact same tone he'd used when Soledad uncomfortably questioned Wendy's ability to breed. Only last time, he immediately followed up with a change of subject.

"Lukas Wyrmbreaker brought Muerte Fria to the edge of our territory the other night. She was in pretty bad shape and...well...she needs help."

Ah, there it is. Boy fixed everyone with two slices on their plates, and sat down in front of his own.

"She's been alone for too long, I think."
[Marrick]

She looked at Boy, and she cleared her throat. The Fry ran a hand through ther hair, and then she reached for a piece of pizza. She was more-than-content to stuff her face. She's fine. Marrick said so. Boy said so. They Were Not Going To Talk About It.

And Marrick Fisher, Bones to Dust, ahroun of the nation and, in her own rights, a terrifying young woman, continued on.

"I've talked to her," she said, "and... I told her that no matter what she decides, that I've got her back."

She paused.

"I want her here. With us. Permanently. Or as permanently as she'll have it."
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy nods. Trust the skinny kin not to press. though she had been showing more initiative as of late. She sits quietly in her chair, chewing Hawaiian pizza. Its a moment before she swallows and looks to Boy meaningfully.*
[Boy]

He stops mid face-stuff, and lowers his slice of pizza back into his plate. Wendy's look is returned for a moment; perhaps they were on the same page; before he addresses Marrick again.

"We...we've got two full moons in this house already. Plus, she's unbalanced. Doesn't accept leadership. She hardly accepts help. I told her she could stay for as long as she needs, and that we weren't forcing her too because...well, we can't afford to try and force her to do anything...But I don't know about permanent. Not the way she acts now, at least."
[Wendy Berber]

*Whatever non-verbal communication she and her mate shared, it was over now, Wendy back to nibbling her pizza.*
[Marrick]

"She just needs direction, she's been through a rough patch... Apparently, her pack fell apart, Hatchet abandoned her, said she's unfixable, unhelpable, and... and I really don't believe that. We might not get to have her as a packmate, but if someone needs us, it's her."

She stopped.

"Losing her pack hit her hard. I don't think she has anyone else."
[Boy]

His eyes dart downward at his pizza. No, at something else. Some thought or idea. Then he nods.

"Agreed."

And he ate his pizza, chewing quietly for a while.
[Marrick]

She ate quietly, and it was strange. Marrick was almost more tolerable because of her little outburst from earlier.


Friday, September 18, 2009

Things on his mind

[Wendy Berber]

*She was more than well enough to go into work, but her blue cross insurance had her listed as "still eating through a straw", and so the spindly kin remained at home, moving outside from time to time to send in work from her laptop. At the moment however, she's not catching up on work. Wendy is in the living room, getting the most out of new spectacles, nose deep in a book, glass of iced tea in her other hand. The only trace of the incident in the park is a yellowing bruise along her pointed chin. The house has been quiet, despite the crackle of too much rage.*
[Boy]

Another typical morning, though absent of hammering or sawing. Doors opened and closed quietly, at least as long as Boy was involved. At some point in the near morning, before the sun had come up, he'd slipped out of bed and quietly slipped into the locked, furnished, empty room.

There he stayed, whispering to people that weren't there for hours. The sun had come up. The day had begun. The birds outside the windows told him so. The stairs groan softly with the weight of his slow descent down the stairs. Boy appears in the living room, not speaking, just there.
[Wendy Berber]

*Its a few moments before his mate realized he was in the room, the persistent press of rage finally drawing her eyes from the words on her page, to the creature standing in the doorway. Wendy quirks a smile and sets the book and iced tea aside, straightening on the couch.*

Hey. Good Morning. I put breakfast away already, but it mights till be warm?
[Boy]

He nods his head, quiet still, and eventually gives her a smile. It came as if as an afterthought. As if he were so lost in his own thoughts that this living world, this world of projected emotions and impressions, was only coming to him in fleeting glimpses. He smiled when he realized he'd been staring too long. He stopped smiling when he realized he'd been doing that too long too. And when it occurred to him that he was being uncomfortably silent he says:

"I've...got a lot on my mind."
[Wendy Berber]

Yeah. Seems that way. But... Alot has happened.

*Wendy offers him her drink, scooting over on the couch so he might sit. She pushes up her specs and peeks at him from under shaggy black hair. She watched the wolf in man's clothing, the distracted boy struggling to be the man everyone expected him to be. Totem lost, Tribesman falling, Pack squabbling. A purse of her lips.*

Boy? Is there anything I can do.. you know. to help?
[Boy]

His brows furrow in that same pained and confused expression, as if he were telling himself 'Think, damn you!' But in the end he simply shook his head in resignation.

"I don't know."
[Wendy Berber]

Kay. *What else was there to say? She takes a deep breath and gestures for him to come sit if he wants. A gentle reminder that the couch exists, the world exists, a world outside whatever riddle had Boy wrapped inside his mind, smiling too long, staring too hard. Wendy clears her throat.*

Um, hey. I spoke to Dietrich.
[Boy]

His approach to the seat was a bit hesitant. His approach to actually sitting, wasn't. He sits close to her, almost against her, and one arm reaches around the back of the couch behind her. The other was in his own lap.

"Yeah? What about?"
[Wendy Berber]

I think, he was just venting his frustration. Talking about the pack and, you know, everything thats happening lately. *Wendy nods, twiggy young woman drawing up a leg to rest her head on her knee, watching Boy through shiny new straight spectacles. She nibbles a lip nervously.*

He had some suggestions...

*Ok, so what he had was anger, and a tirade about the packs failings and shortcomings. But there were suggestions in there too, beneath the roaring.*
[Boy]

At first his eyes narrowed and there was a certainty that the biting dog was about to do just that. The hand that was around Wendy moved. It tugged and straightened Boy's hair as Boy himself let out a strained, seething sigh.

"Like...like what?"
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy tenses, eyes widening slightly at the sudden certainty of violence that resonate in Boy's movements. It takes her a few moments to recover, blinking and stammering.*

J-just um, maybe more c-communication. F-from everyone, to everyone.. ab-bout everything. Um... d-direction. M-maybe w-working towards the g-goal of cleaning up the n-neighborhood. More s-scheduled sort of p-patrols.. or something....

*Wendy adds quickly.*

I think he, um, he needs order.
[Boy]

"Order."

It didn't seem to do anything to improve his mood, this revelation. But, at the very least, it didn't worsen it either. He ran a hand through his hair one last time and the arm went back around Wendy's shoulders.

"Alright. That'd probably be good for everyone, actually. Including me. But...there's still stuff around here that I need to take care of. Did you pick up that stuff I asked for?"
[Wendy Berber]

Yeah.

*Wendy nods, resting against Boy a little tensely.*

I got a bunch of luncheon meat on a platter with some vegetables and dip. And some whole milk. Oh, and those instant breakfast shakes. In case Soledad doesn't want breakfast with us ever.

*She considers, tilting her head to the stressed Uktena.*

She's ...kinda hung up on.. the whole mating thing. Huh?
[Boy]

"Apparently."

Whatever that meant.

"I'm worried about her though. Well...actually...its not her I'm worried about. But...what'll happen to her baby."
[Wendy Berber]

*Shock. Wendy forgets the wolf that silently waits to bite, the wolf that lingers beneath Boy's skin and begs for a stray limb to come too close. She forgets and stares his flat in the face. Speechless.*
[Boy]

He doesn't notice, too lost in his own thoughts. Eventually he stands, or prepares to stand. He places both hands on his knees and leans forward, dictating his plan for the day before actually doing it.

"I've got to go check some things out. I hope Soledad will be around today. I cant force her to stay. Can't afford it coming down to a fight. And then...and then I'll talk to Dietrich. But first, I think I'll eat something."
[Wendy Berber]

Ok. Breakfast is in the fridge. um. Just french toast and brown beans. But there's lots left. *She moves away from him so he might stand, still reeling in shock.*

...I'm going to go out again.. and maybe... get some vitamins or something for our, um. Guest.
[Boy]

Boy stands and sets his plan in motion, starting with the food in the refrigerator. She can hear him in the kitchen, rustling and rattling as he gets the food out. But then, just as suddenly as before, he's in the living room again. Thankfully he's a bit more animated this time, casting cautious glances toward the stairs.

"Don't tell anyone, okay? It'll be our secret. I don't even know...I don't even know if she knows. But I'll talk to her about it. Somehow."
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy nods, offering a tense smile.*

Our Secret.


Wednesday, September 16, 2009

House Guest

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] It's a long walk to Black Unicorn's territory.  Wyrmbreaker doesn't say a thing the whole way.  He walks, step by step by step, with a sort of grim patience.

At the edge of their turf, Umbraside, he stops.  And throws back his head.  And howls.

[Muerte Fria] In the Umbra, Soledad and Lukas walk side by side. Except Lukas is in Crinos and Soledad in Hispo, with a good chunk torn away from her throat, and Lukas guides the Uktena by keeping a hand at the scruff of her neck, because occasionally, when she catches whiff of where they're going or the smell of someone else's territory, she will tug, or pause, stutter in her steps, growl... something. Lukas will snap his teeth or snarl at her, give her a sharp tug, and she's walking again.

Like a prisoner.
Or a disobedient dog.

They come to the edge of Black Unicorn's domain, and Lukas throws his head back and howls, announcing his presence, requesting permission to enter, someone to speak to. Soledad stands by his side, tongue rolled out of her mouth, pink and bobbing as she pants. She felt too warm, she felt ill, and she felt weak. Her Rage was gone, her driving force, and her heart still hurt from the twisting knife of Hatchet's parting words.

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] (reposting for dre--)

It took a while, but soon there came the sound of something shifting through the umbra. The meeker gafflings fled, taking to the sky when they could, and otherwise making themselves scarce.
 
 And soon there came chuffing sound of a wolf with mottled grey and brown fur. He'd been running for long, and the excitement still showed in his muscles, even as it stalked up and down, back and forth, just on the border of La Familia Territory.
 
 It was as if he were saying 'This better not take long.'  But there was no High Tongue involved.  Only instinct.  Just a wolf.

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] It's a strange contrast when the Philodox is restless, pacing, and the Ahroun is still.

But Wyrmbreaker is still, and stony.  He lets go of Muerte Fria as Brother of the Lost appears and nears, unless of course she tried to run.  He doesn't think she'll try to run.

She might expect him to recount her faults now, each and every one of them that led to this pass.  Disobedience.  Noncommunication.  Insubordination.  Every step on the road to Muerte Fria at the borders of Black Unicorn's territory

(or what would be Black Unicorn's territory, did he still reside here.)

bloody and beaten, angry, resentful, sullen.

But there's no such retelling of tales.  Wyrmbreaker, Crinos-shaped, nods to the wolf as he appears.  And he says, quite simply, "Your tribeswoman is in need of succor, Brother of the Lost.  She's apathetic, self-destructive, full of aimless rage.  I think she is very close to falling to Harano, or worse.

"I know you have not claimed the duties of a tribal elder, but your totem is Unicorn and your packmate is the elder of my auspice.  Will you help her?"

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] (sorry guys, gone again for 20-30!)

[Muerte Fria] Soledad stayed near Lukas's leg like a dog told to heel, growling and glaring off to the side.

Boy appeared, pacing along his territory, whuffing and urging them to be quick.  Soledad's eyes, the same bright yellow of liquid gold, turned onto her tribesmate and watched him carefully, studying his movements until Lukas began to speak.  He said that she was mad, apathetic, She didn't argue, didn't disagree, but if she fell into Harano it was <i>her</i> goddamn business.

He asked for Boy's help on her behalf, and she spat out a snarl to interject before Boy can give a response.

"He is a Boy.  Young, aimless as I am.  Only leader because Marrick lets him.  He has as much direction as I do."  The growl rises to something loud and destructive, almost a roar.  The beast, supposedly dead, existed beyond Rage, and it climbed its way from the ashes to rear its ugly head.  "Wrong choice.  Can't even keep his Totem."

Said the kettle about the pot.

[Boy] The wolf paced one way, wild eyes analyzing Lukas.  The wolf paced the other way, those same eyes regarding Soledad. 

The wolf paced, but slowed, until eventually the wolf was no longer a wolf.  Boy was a bit more still in his homid form.  Those eyes seemed no less wild as they pooled around Soledad.

"But I can keep a <i>pack</i>!"  He spat the words in his birth form, and there was still a curl in his lip.  But was it anger, or more disgust?

"Where is yours, Muerte Fria?  Who counts themselves proud to stand by you?  The floors of my house are already <i>heavy</i> with full moons.  I would help you because of your tribe.  Because there are too few Uktena in this city for us to ignore one another.  But I won't keep you."

And then he stands, this time addressing Lukas.

"How's that sounds to you?"

[Muerte Fria] The Hispo was a rather daunting figure to view, something straight out of a nightmare.  She stood on long legs, not like the stilts that Skinny Legs teetered around one but like tree trucks, thick and laden with muscle with large paws that could curl to grasp if they needed to, much like the paws of a bear.  Her coat, while long and luxurious, was pitch colored and tinged red, as though she had bathed in the blood of her enemies so often that it had stained her fur.  Around her mouth it was even redder, supporting that theory moreso.   She had a thick mane of fur around her neck and on her chest, a slightly lighter red than the rest.  Her ears were tall, her teeth were long and cruel, and her eyes glowed a chilly sort of fury, the kind without mercy, without reason.

These sharp, slightly backward-curved teeth flashed in the air, gnashed with an animal hate that had no Rage left to back it.  Had there been any, though, chances were good that she would've flown into a frenzy on the spot.  She tossed her head and a roar ripped through the air.  Her hackles stood completely erect, her ears almost vanished they were so tightly pressed to her scalp, and it seemed impossible for her to put her lips together now, they'd been curled back so hard for so long.

"It is NOT your choice!  I <i>have</i> a home, and it is NOT YOURS."

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] Wyrmbreaker does not wince at Muerte Fria's idea of pleasantries, though in a handful of sentences she makes it very clear what he meant by <i>aimless rage.</i>  He doesn't cuff her upside the head, either, nor discipline her further.  It's not his place or his business anymore, what she wants to say to her tribesmate.

Instead, he listens carefully as the Philodox speaks.  At one point the black-pelted Crinos twists his head on his shoulders, a gesture at once human and bestial and -- very faintly -- raptorlike.

"Her packmates," he interjects quietly, neither obvious censure nor excuse, "disappeared or <i>died</i> one by one until she could no longer hold the Totem."

He falls silent while Boy decrees and Muerte Fria retorts.  The latter may as well be wind by his ears.  He ignores her utterly: like a man ignoring the ravings of a madwoman.  Which is, in effect, what this is.  He replies to Boy instead.

"You don't need to look to me for approbation.  Whether you aid her or leave her to her devices is between your tribesmate and yourself."

[Boy] "Alright then.  Choose, Muerte Fria.  It is your choice.  You gonna come with me willingly?"

There was a bit of that impatience in him again.  That pacing wolf made itself known in his voice and in the way he glanced over his shoulder.

[Muerte Fria] "Or what?"

The words were spat out as something of a challenge, tossed to the ground off a pink tongue that licked irritably at her snout and teeth repeatedly as she snarled and growled and huffed.  She had yet to relax since Boy showed up, since she'd forgotten the hurt that the last remaining piece of her past had caused her some thirty minutes ago and replaced that pain with rage, simple and pure rather than supernatural and hot as fire.

He told her to chose, and this far it seemed like her choice was obvious-- she'd rather fight and leave the men here gasping for air or end up doing so herself.

[Boy] "Or <i>nothing</i>.  Not from me at least.  But you are sick, that's plain enough to see.  You know the law.  You know what can happen if you don't get help."

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] Wyrmbreaker draws a breath as though he might answer -- but Boy speaks first.  He releases it slowly.

[Muerte Fria] "I will find my own help.  When I want it.  In my own time."

As though to emphasize the point, she stamped her front right foot on the ground.

That was her final answer.

[Lukas Wyrmbreaker] "You're a child, Muerte Fria," Wyrmbreaker says; not angrily, but flatly, "petulant and stupid.  This might be your last best chance, and you're spitting in its face.  Squander it if you want.  Die alone, be forgotten.  It's nothing to me.

"Brother of the Lost."

The name is a sort of acknowledgment and farewell.  Wyrmbreaker turns and walks away the way he came.

[Boy] He doesn't stop them, but he doesn't leave.  He stays, at least long enough to watch Soledad.  Who knows, maybe she would change her mind.

"If you change your mind...."

[Muerte Fria] Her ear flicks when Lukas addresses her but that's about all he gets.  He's already put a hole in her throat, tossed her about like a rag doll while bickering with the Alpha that cast her aside, then dragged her across the Gauntlet, across Chicago's Penumbra, and threw her before a boy younger and less experienced than herself to be taken care of.

Her pride was shattered, her dignity bruised and limping.  Her mind was torn in several different directions, she was ill to her stomach, hurt, bleeding, and so damn tired.  As that short burst of rage died down, the weariness, the wear and tear began to show.  Her hackles fell back down, but her ears remained aimed backward.

Several long seconds of silence passed, in which the two wolves were content to glare at one another.  Then, slowly, Soledad shrank, went from Hispo to Lupus.  She almost cautiously, hesitantly put a paw across the invisible line that marked pack boundaries, then crossed over to stand a few feet away from Boy.

She didn't want to say it, didn't want to admit that she needed the help.  Broken and beaten as her pride was, it still existed.  She simply bobbed her head, partially deferring, partially gesturing for him to continue forward.

<i>Let's go.</i>

[Boy] It seems that's all that needed to be said.  Boy shifts back down to Lupus and trots off toward home.  No more words.  No more talking.  They both needed the silence, it would seem.

When they arrived at the Umbral reflection if the house Boy stopped, turned once in a canine sort of 'follow' motion, headed up the stairs and stepped, back to the physical realm.

They were in an odd sort of antechamber.  A tiny opening with a side table and coat rack on one side, even though they hadn't even been here long enough to require coats.  The front door, which didn't seem to match the surrounding wood finishing, was to their backs, and the rest of the house was ahead of them.

"Welcome."  Boy said, once again in his Homid form.

[Boy]
He leads her upstairs and, thankfully, they don't have to go very far. For whatever reason the room directly in front of the stairs, the quiet room that didn't face the street, was unoccupied. But furnished, to a fashion. A bed and a few storage shelves. There was a closet full of boxes and the wallpaper still looked fresh.

"This is your room for as long as you need it. I'll be right back with some bandages and...maybe a change of clothes if I can find it."

[Muerte Fria]
"Thank you," she uttered, and that was all that she had to say to Boy. When he left, she sat down on the bed and sighed heavily, moving her hand from her neck and lifting it along with the other to scrub at her face, leaving a massive smear of her own blood on her right side. It brought out the Native American in her heritage, reminded one of the warpaint they would use on their faces before charging into a battle. Except they probably didn't look so weary as she did.

By the time Boy returns upstairs, she has already pulled her shirt off and is sitting on the bed with her jeans unsnapped, left foot planted on the floor and right ankle rested on the opposing knee. She's left in what looks like the kind of sports bra one would pick out of the preteen section at Wal*Mart, a simple band of fabric across the chest with small spaghetti straps over the shoulders, made of a thin cotton material that was soley for modesty in the girls locker rooms rather than to actually support anything.

She had her shirt wadded up and pressed to her neck, and her other hand rested plainly on her thigh. She glanced up to the doorway when she heard him returning.

[Boy]

When he came back up into the room he had a bundle of neatly folded clothing in his hands, and on top of that, another neatly folded pile of what was once clothes. indeed, the bandages he brought up with him had obviously once been graphic tees and recycled clothing. But they were clean. And they would do.

"Are you...do you need any cleansing?"
[Muerte Fria]

Soledad took the shirt away from her neck and looked down at it, judged how much blood she'd soaked up with it thus far, compared it to how quickly she felt the blood flowing, and decided that pressure over the wound and keeping it covered would do the job until she had healed herself up. Boy asked if she needed cleansing, and she watched him with hard, cold eyes for a few seconds before shaking her head and reaching for the torn fabric that Boy had offered as bandaging.

She was used to patching herself up, so it was automatic for her to start grabbing bandages, tying them together, and wrapping and folding them against the wound to try and fix it up.

She wasn't the best medic, though, so the job was sloppy, but functioning at best.

"I don't think so, Brother of the Lost. I should be fine."
[Boy]

"Hm."

He was quiet for a while, watching her try to patch herself up. He doesn't move in to offer help however. Instead, he leaves the clothes and the bandages on the bed.

"I guess you might want to rest or...something. Dinner's in half an hour. Come down to the kitchen when you're ready."
[Muerte Fria]

She continued to fiddle with the bandages, tying knots to keep everything secure, to keep the makeshift wrapping from slipping off when she turned her head or laid down to rest. Boy left her to her own devices, which wasn't such a bad idea. She needed to keep what little pride she had left and nursed it.

He told her that there would be food, informed her that it'd be ready in a half an hour and she could drop down into the kitchen at any time. She would nod, glance down at her bare, firm abdomen, then make a quiet huffing noise and grab the shirt that he'd brought up for her and pull it on over her head, careful about not pulling the bandaging off with the shirt collar.

She was quiet until Boy stood to excuse himself, but he would only get to the doorway before she would speak up to slow him down. "I... I apologize. My words were cruel and unprovoked. I was wounded in many ways and lashing out unjustly. Thank you for seeing past that and offering aid regardless. It will not be forgotten or go unnoticed."
[Boy]

He stopped at the door, turning slowly and paying her the respect of facing her as she addressed him, and vice versa.

"Alright...yeah. No harm done, right? An uhm...Its just what we do around here. In this house, I mean. The whole caring and forgiving thing. Maybe later if you want to talk about..."

He hesitates, possibly realizing he's been talking too much now, and cuts himself off with a nod of his head. His eyes glance over the haphazardly placed bandages and the still uncertain bump at her abdomen.

"Food in half an hour."
[Muerte Fria]

Food in half an hour.
Later, if she wanted to talk about it.

These were things that she wasn't accustomed to hearing, not anymore. It was strange to hear them coming from a mouth that she'd only heard words come from a few times before. The most they'd spoken and it had been an exchange of a handful of sentences while Soledad helped the other Uktena hang trophies up on the Wyrmpole. They were both beings of few words, but that made what was spoken valuable. Every little word counted.

She noted his eyes skimming uncertainly from her throat to the front of her shirt, and she just nodded, likely a confirmation of her understanding that food would be ready in half of an hour. So she would let him go, not stop him for anymore awkward conversation, and instead laid back on the top of the bed, draping her arm over her face and the other just below her chest.

Her eyes grew heavy under her blood-crusted forearm, and within five minutes she was asleep.


Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Laundry Can Wait

[Wendy Berber]

*Long days. Long nights. Wendy has kept her schedule, kept the house on schedule, despite recent events. The pack can count on breakfast at 8. Supper at 6. Laundry on Tuesdays. Wendy Berber keeping things ordered and comfortable, even when everything around her was the opposite. Today she's rummaging around in the room she shares with Boy, scrounging laundry. The house is over warm and humid, both from a day that threatens thunderstorms, and the constant rumble of the washing machine in the basement. Wendy kneels beside a pile of laundry, fishing underneath the bed for a sock. This was so much easier when she had glasses.*
[Boy]

Three last pulsing whirs of a cordless drill and there was once again a fine, solid, respectable door separating the covetous eyes of the street folk in Lincoln Park from the sanctity that was the La Familia Pack house.

Boy seemed different lately. At first it was a softness, a vulnerability that threatened to buckle him. He'd been abandoned again, and this one hurt more directly than the others. But then something had happened. He came home one morning with Dietrich and Marrick on either side, looking more determined than hurt. And then it was all back to business.

Wendy might have heard him a few times, sliding out from under the bed in the middle of the night. Circling the interior of the house. Checking doors and windows, and sliding back in. He did the same thing at certain points during the day. This time starting with the door he'd just finished. (He even gave it a bit of a shoulder bump to see just how sturdy it really was) and checking each downstairs window before going upstairs and doing the same. Seeing Wendy on her knees with her head creeping further and further under the bed, he stopped and smiled to himself.

"Careful. There's monsters under there."
[Wendy Berber]

*Thump. She rattles her noggin off the edge of the bed frame, just hard enough to ensure a little frown as she leans back and looks up at him. Even squinty eyed she can see him smiling, and so she quirks her lips rueful. An eyebrow darting up with tentative moxie.*

Heh. Like werewolves?
[Boy]

He winces slightly when she hits her head, but he doesn't seem to have any desire to rush to her side either. He takes his time walking over and easing down low next to her, sitting on his heals.

"Yeah. Sock stealing werewolves. They steal blankets and pillows too, cuz it gets cold under there sometimes."
[Wendy Berber]

They do steal blankets sometimes.

*She smiles in earnest, shy but genuine. A spindly hand finds his knee timidly. More familiar of late. Near death experiences being what they were, they tended to make a person appreciate what they had. And Wendy Berber, through some miracle of fate she didn't care to question, had Boy.*

Steal my blankets when I'm w-willing to share.
[Boy]

For a second he blinks, and his brows tug together.

"Well...yeah." He replies matter-of-factly. "There's more space down here. Otherwise one of these days we'd wake up and find we'd both kicked each other out of bed."

He places a hand over hers, squeezing gently, and gives her a look that said something in the neighborhood of 'That's only logical.'
[Wendy Berber]

*Wendy tilts her head, thin features drawn together in soft confusion.*

Should.. I have bought a bigger bed? You do like it under there... right?
[Boy]

Its a soft laugh, and one might suspect that the only reason he made that open mouthed laughing motion was to hide the redness that was slowly growing in his cheeks.

"Yeah, but lately I've...I sorta like it up there too."

And growing...

"With you. Y'know."

And growing....
[Wendy Berber]

*Oh my goodness. Wendy begins to pink as well, flush taking residence in cheeks that have been growing less hollow with each passing week. She smiles, laughing reflexively.*

Y-Yeah..

*This was silly, how embarrassed they both were. But it didn't stop Wendy from ducking her head shyly as she admits.*

I like that too.

*She blushing furiously, heat practically emanating off her face.*
[Boy]

"Um...well."

He stops, eyes circling on the ground.

"Do you think...um."

Another stop. He licks his lips quickly, taking a breath.

"Wendy, do you want...uh. How do you feel about...like...a family?"

There. It was finally out.
[Wendy Berber]

Whu-

*Wendy starts, before she blinks. Held captive suddenly by stunned shyness. Struck dumb. Her mouth opens and closes on words that don't quite form, eyes dedicated to Boy's hand on hers. She wets dry lips. A nod.*
[Boy]

He lowers his head, trying to get a better look on her face. Boy's eyebrows quivered slightly with worry.

"Is that a...Well, I mean, we don't have to do it right now. We've got plenty of time, right? I just...wanted to know how you..."

And then that hand wavered. The weight of it lifted suddenly, and the hand darted away before it returned to pat hers.

"Listen. Don't worry about it. I just...never mind. Okay?"
[Wendy Berber]

No I -

*Wendy looks up, brow pinched soft with confusion. Blue eyes blink as she clears her throat, hand slipping to reclaim his.*

I do. Want a family, I mean. With you.

*She takes a deep breath, nodding in confirmation to herself. She plucks at her tank top, pink as she looks up to him shyly.*

But what - I mean.. how do you feel?
[Boy]

"How do I feel? Its...well...Its...something I want."

Its everything he wants. The only thing he wants, perhaps. To have a family. A good family. But he also knows the dangers of coming on too strongly. Its why he doesn't look her in the eye just then. He realizes that level of desire would be scary to most. In fact he scared himself with it every so often.

"And if we have kids that are as clever as you...."

Ah. Of course. Uktena priorities are not glasswalker priorities.
[Wendy Berber]

Or kind like you..

*Wendy nods, looking back to their joined hands. She wets her lips, before looking back to Boy. She purses her lips, anxious.*

[why won't you look at me? whats going on?]
[Boy]

That got a smile out of him, enough to break him out of that tension.

He looks up suddenly, eyes growing slightly glassy. In the next moment he's pressed against her, peppering her face with quick kisses as he shifts his weight and forces them both to fall over toward the pile of clothes.

Well, maybe he hadn't lost all of the tension.
[Wendy Berber]

*Oh wow. She hadn't realized he meant right now. A shocked giggle from Wendy as she falls limply into the heap of laundry, a sock falling across her shoulder. She smiles under the assault of kisses, wiggling ticklish and tugging Boy's shaggy hair. Playing at escape where as a few short months ago this same situation would have seen her rigid with fear.*
[Boy]

A few months ago she felt different too. Now that the steadier household life had taken some of the sharpness off her bones and filled out her face, now that he'd seen her face death bravely, Boy was a bit braver himself. A bit more bold, perhaps.

He would fight on behalf of his mate, even though she showed the signs of someone who would soon be able to fend for herself, and admirably so.

He would protect her from hurt, even though the scars he now ran his fingers over were proof that she could bear pain and survive.
[Wendy Berber]

*She looks at him above her, expression soft with adoration. Perhaps could Wendy Berber see the goofy besotted look on her face, she'd be inclined to tone it down, to compose herself. But she can't see herself, and so instead she's left unknowingly broadcasting her affection plain as day. Her hands set against Boy's ribs. She's not the only one that had benefited from the stability of the pack house. Bold as well, the skinny kin steals a heated kiss, more than content to spend the morning not doing laundry. That would get done much, much later.*


Sunday, September 13, 2009

Lost

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